Either I’ve never fully experienced love or I’ve forgotten how it feels completely to be loved. I hate having to be the only one that fully loves you without knowing how you really feel in return. I mean I know you say you like me as well, but I don’t think you understand how much I like you.
If this pain, this sadness, is what love feels like, I’m not so sure if I want to be in love anymore because honestly I want no one else. I want to spend all my time with you because you make me happy. I want to fall asleep next to you and wake up to you and make you breakfast.
I’ve never felt this way towards anyone and I wish you just understood. However, I don’t think you will. And it kills me.
I want to have my happily ever after with you. Unfortunately I feel like it will never happen and I will never find anyone. Maybe something’s wrong with me or maybe I’m just destined to be alone.
I am well. Trying to keep my spirits up even though lately its been a bit hard. My best friend has moved back from Washington state and I’ve missed him so much, so him coming home has made my days better. And you are most certainly welcome! Anytime dear. :) just keep your head up love! Better days will come our way!