August 2010
Sometimes its better to be alone. Nobody can hurt...
No alarms and no surprises. Please.
I wish I never loved you. I gave you myself and...
Dearest You Know Who You Are,
This is for you.
You fucked me up royally and I’m stuck picking up piece by piece for was once me. I can’t trust any guy any more, because of you. I exepct only the worse from them.
But whats worse is that at the same time, I will always love the old you. The one I knew in the beginning. If you didn’t change, we’d prolly still be together.
...
If you seek Amy.
(giggles.)
To 9640) Nobody really knows what love is, until...
(via theblogyoulove)
definedwhispers-deactivated2010 asked: felt like telling you i love you. <3 lol. now i feel weird. our relationship is gonna get complicated. you're going to see me on twitter and never @ reply me !! lmao. oh i'm funny. haha, no i meant it. -leaves love on doorstep-
bittersweetcandi asked: Well when I first started following you, I just randomly did it because I liked several of your posts, but then you started posting your situation, and I could relate some at the time, so I figured it couldn't hurt. I'm not really in the same situation now, but I definitely know what it's like. But hopefully things are looking up for you and you're feeling better and all :)
bittersweetcandi asked: lol It's been happening to me a lot lately. I'm not sure if it's all just coincidence really or something else. Like people are out to get me... j/k. Well even if we do know the same person, I'm glad to have helped some even if I didn't really know who I was doing it for haha.
bittersweetcandi asked: Lol well I'm glad I'm recognizable. I actually love this 6 degrees of separation. It kind of brings things together. Oh tumblr.
bittersweetcandi asked: Lol oh wow yeah! That is probably me then if you see Candice Russell lol. I do know him. We are both within the DC metro area. Honestly, I haven't spoken/seen him in ages or something; he wished me happy birthday and I was really surprised so I just wrote on his wall to see how he had been. We have a couple mutual friends I think lol. That's really so funny. Small world, man.
Everyone knows someone from somewhere else.
It’s kinda funny how the whole world is tied together.
bittersweetcandi asked: Hey, who is the guy that I might know that you're talking to? I don't really go through my friend's list, but if I do know him, that WOULD be really funny. At the same time, I'm not shocked by much haha.
bittersweetcandi asked: Thank you so so much for the birthday wish! I know, it's crazy that we've been alive this long! I'm actually so happy to have finally left teen-hood. I was ready for the big 2-0, so now I'm just ready to reach 21 hahaha. I'll definitely be wishing you a happy birthday then! How have you been, dear? :)
You're not alone.
I want a love like you see in the movies. Or just...
Caring is one thing. Loving is another. I know he cares, but I want him to love me. I can’t force it I guess, but still. It seems like everyday I lose the memory of what is was like to feel loved. To hold hands, to hold each other.
GOD FUCKING DAMMIT I WANT IT BACK!
I’m sick of this feeling. Will anybody just love me please?
i FUCKING love you. why don't you see that?! i...
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I love you as certain dark things are to be loved:...
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What do you really want out of a relationship? And...
I want security and for someone to love me for who I am. Right now, I’m not sure if I have the security but I know that we both like each other for who we are. As for being in a relationship though, I guess you could call it an open relationship, because we’re not official but we both don’t want anyone else.
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Would you rather date a lot of different people,...
Committed Relationships are better for me. Only because they make me feel secure. If I date more than one guy, I tend to feel like I’m leading them on, and I’d rather not hurt them.
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Who's the sexiest woman alive?
Hmmm, I would have to say Kat Von D. She is so secure in herself with tattoo’s and piercings. I admire her a lot.
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What's the furthest you've ever traveled?
When i moved to Colorado from Maryland. Me and my family went by car. 3 days of torture, but it was a nice road trip. Later on in life I plan on going to the UK and Australia. :)
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What was your favorite year?
Hmmm, I would have to say this year. I moved out of my house, I met a wonderful guy, I love my job. 2010 so far is my favorite. :)
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If you could date any celebrity, who would it be?
Steve-O from Jack Ass. :)
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Live the life you love & don't let anyone stand in...
Entertain me with questions. I will answer... →
Its kinda amazing....
How people are just like animals.
Well, truth is, we are animals but how much we can relate to them is what fascinates me.
Some people blend in the crowd; conforming to everything around them no matter what its is, they are chameleons. Then there are the people who stand out, Peacocks. There are born leaders, Lions, and some who just fall back and like to be led, Lambs. There are the wild one,...
Suicide Girls.
I applied last night, and got an email this morning that stated:
“Hey there! Thanks for your application to become a SuicideGirl. You look perfect for our site, and you’ve now passed the first stage of the application process.”
Guess who is happy today? lol.
Skins.
My ABSOLUTE FAVORITE show, but I’m kinda mad at Season 3. I want to know what happens to everyone in Season 1&2!!!!! Mainly Sid and Cassie.
