Lovely Little Insomniac.

Awh!!! lol, I did that on purpose :) lol. I miss you too!! How have you been?

Ask me anything, don’t be shy. :)

I forgot my mother’s voice and face. It’s been five years since she has passed, and it’s so weird to see her in my baby video. Really, that’s all I have left of her. Seeing her hold me when I was two. See her talking to me, playing with me, Singing to me.. Memories so long forgotten. 

I look like her.

I laugh like her.

Watching that video was like intense for me. And then Eisley’s “I wasn’t Prepared” came on my playlist afterward.

I lost it. It hit me. I really wasn’t prepared for her to die. I acted like it was nothing when really, it means something. 

I miss her. I want to see her, talk to her, hug her. But I can’t. 

I hate it. I couldn’t even stand to be near her grave the last time I went to visit it. Just thinking of her, six feet underneath my feet… It’s the most hardest feeling ever. It’s just a reminder that I’ll most likely never see her again. 

It’s times like these, where I just want to be a little child again.

I want my mommy.

um, no. i’m not. and i don’t know who this is.

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To My Dearest Best Friends,

We’ve been through a lot together.You’ve seen my good, my bad, my angry,my tears, and you’ve still been there for me through it all. And with this I thank you. :) You guys give me hope. You guys are the one thing that I hold dear to me, the one thing that really keeps me going even though most of you are far away. I love you all OH SO VERY MUCH! And nothing will ever stop that.

And to the best friends that I’ve lost touch with, I still love you as well. We may not talk a lot, or hang out as much as we used to, but I still care about you very much and I hope for only the best for you as your life goes on. 

Torrie,
You are such a great, down to earth person. You are also very crazy. But I love you regardless. I love that we are neighbors now too!! lol. Hopefully there will be more adventures for us in the near future before you swim away to Florida.
:)

Ryan,
We’ve been friends for a WHILE. lol. But you are still one of the coolest cats I’ve ever met with the most impeccable taste of music :) . Keep up with that BMX-ing, and I just might be seeing you at some Dew Tour (or something like that) one year! lol. Just don’t forget about little old me when you get famous like that.
:)

Malithia,
Mallie-Boo Barbie!!!! You already know how I feel about you ;) lol. You were my first best friend when I moved to Hagerstown and now you are so far away! I’m just glad I got to see you last summer before you moved back to Jersey. We need to see each other again because your Meg-Face misses you dearly.
:)

Justin,
I hate you.
:)

Felicia,
I’ve known you and your sister since elementary school. You are the craziest girl I’ve ever known, and apparently we’re in an open relationship on facebook. lol. There will be more roaming around the Ranch Club soon.
:)

Erika,
You are the true definition of a G. But I will not wear a doo rag, I’m sorry. I have not gotten to that level yet, nor do I think I will. lol. There will be Drake concerts to see, and shopping sprees to go on in the near future. And i love how we practically just met each other, but I feel like we’ve known each other for a long time. You are my sista.
:)

Lauren,
I miss you. I really do. I never see you anymore and I don’t like it very much. We need to hang out more. You, me and Graham. Whenever you aren’t busy. I love you still :)
:)

Victoria,
MY MUSICAL LOVER!!! We will have a Studio sesh when you get here in august for sure!! My vocal chords will be ready, and so will my camera!!! haha. 
:)

Virali,
I know we haven’t talked much in a while, and I’m sorry. :( but please know that I still love you!! And you need to come back to MD!!! lol.
:)

Daiana,
You are the most funn girl I’ve met. You need to like seriously sneak out of our house one night and we will paint the town red. literally. lol.
:)

This letter contains only a few of the many best friends that I have. If I wrote anymore, I’d get carpel tunnel. lol. But Know that even if you weren’t mentioned in this letter, I still care about you a lot. :)

I love you all oh so very much. :)

- Meghan

Love always.

ummm, let see….. NO. lol.

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noo. lol.

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no.

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My day was WONDERFUL!!! I went to Kings Dominion with a friend, and I got soooo sun burnt. But it was still a great time. :) Oh, and my plans this weekend consist of working. OHHHH FUNN :)

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I’m a pretty happy, laid back person. I get along with people easily.

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It would have to be orange juice or water with A LOT of lemon in it.

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I like hanging out with friends and going places, like small road trips. :)

Ask me anything, don’t be shy. :)